A.day.to.remember.

It was a memorable day to me . Went out with siewlee . And well of course we went to half hill and enjoy steamboat .Nah . Wont forget bout this , we walked from skyway to have our so called breakfast . That was totally awesome ! Tired though . OMG . HAHA . Really enjoy today . took lotsa pichass . :)

<3

Why.sudd.friday.appear ?

Im quite confuse now . I dont know why now sudd i dont feel like leaving d :(
I miss my friends here badly . Really . And friday suddenly appear . SIGH . Should i say this crush ? Hmmm.
This few days friday really makes me happy . Jokes that he made really laugh my ass off. I thought today friday will help me take my form . At least have a try . Unfortunately , he didnt receive any msg at all . Why at this critical time he didnt receive ?
Yesterday i feel really happy . Through what friday said to me . OMG . Why friday dont tell me earlier and ask me earlier .
Im so confuse . I dont know how . SWT ! Yday . i went out from my room to first world watch movie .
The fat bitch sudd appear infront of me . I was like wtf !! Why wo . Keep on apologise to me and ask me to forgive her .
I hate her seriously.
Then friday appear and save me away . I was so happy . I dont know why . Then the fat bitch say im a shit , say im cheap 'ching'.
DIU . Like i will care what she say . See la . One day . Dont ever want me to forgive her . I already promise myself that i wont ! Fucking hate her like hell . Damn it .

Moments.of.moment

This few days , im feeling better . Because of friday . Hmmm . well . Last night attended mr eng's farewell party . He cried so do other colleagues . Omg . Why like that ? Today i absent again . Cause feeling tired and lazy . HAHA . *ALWAYS*
Sang alot of songs with margeret . She's really a nice friend and a nice woman . :)
Friendly enough with a sweet adorable voice . Impressive ! Anyway,two more days being here . AIKSS. Really fast !!
Supposing today going out to theme park . But i guess friday still sleeping like a pig . Its okay as well . CAuse rainning . LOL!
Mr eng keeps on ask me to go out . Accompany him . But i really dont fell like going out with him at all .
This morning ,he still ask me to accompany him to get mc . Not i dont want ,
I really dont wanna attach him so much . What's the feeling when a guy cry infront of you ? REALLY WTF LO .
AIyooO . Dont know how to say . Ppl's here really weird . Why he like that one . I got my darling d . And i only love my babydavid . Why he just cant give up ? AIkss .

Argument.

I guess that i really shouldn't be friends with her . She's totally insane ! Weird . Seriously i hate her much right now . Why she just want to be like that . Im frustrated enough with her . Hate her like damn shit ! And yea . I told myself i wont talk to her anymore this time . Pissed off . DAMN!! She just like to ruin my day . One day dont know want to send how many msg to me. Why wo . When i didnt reply , she just will reply herself . Why wo she ? Deng !

Damn dulan ge lo . Then sudd sudd why fattin d. Grrrr. Damn regret for knowing her . Hate lesbians . YUCKS!! Nah nah . She wont be in my friend list anymore . Its not that im arrogant . But its all her fault . I really dont know why there's a human like that . Totally weird . I really want to leave genting ASAP ! Because of her , my life here were seriously miserable . Always make me feel uneasy at all . WTF la . ISHHH ! Anyway , I promise myself wont talk to her anymore . She can treat that im bad but i dont fucking care ! GRRR . piece of shit ! i dont want to hear any bullshit from her anymore . Thats enough ! Really do !

Final.decision.

Finally. I've choose to resign . Back to ipoh study and enjoy my life there . Spent more time
with my darling . Although there's alot of memories here, but i know one day i must leave all my friends here . There's too many stuff happened within my life here . Well, i've learn alot and gain alot of knowledge . Working doesn't sounds easy. And money are hard to earn . Hmmm.
I miss here actually . But i've hand up my resign form . So,i've made this decision and i shouldn't regret anymore . Sis getting marry this fri . So,i'll be taking mc . And off to ipoh later .
Well Well Well. I should have the final countdown . 12 more days to . minus my 3 days off . I guess i dont have much time here d . I got to back ipoh . What to do . Staying here sometimes make me feel lonely . My darling is not with me . Sometimes even feel unhappy . Friendship prob . SIGH . Hard to explain everything here . i really have been through alot ! Really do .
i miss here seriously . Remind me of first time ,first day being here . Urge to go back . But now . Im used to the environment here . Hmmm. Its quite sad for me thou . Anyway , all the best to all my colleagues . Thanks for everything . <3

Speechless.

I just told him that i'll be coming back next week .
But what i can feel is , he doesn't have any happy response . Why ?
He dont want me to come back huh ?
I feel weird . SIGH . 3 more days will be our anniversary . Guess he wont give a damn .'
I just want him to treat me nicely .However , i cant feel that im important to him.
I feel insecure . :(
What can i do ?