Enjoyable.day.at.penang

We went to penang and have a nice trip there . I bought him a bonia wallet . :))
Shopping at queensbay mall . I really enjoyed and happy . Holding his hand walk around the
shopping centre . Get into every shop .
After that we went for seafood for our dinner . 4 dishes 3 rice . Hmmm.
And we start our journey back to ipoh . I feel so happy .
that was our joyful moments . Love you david khoo . Muacksss <3

Why.he's.treating.like.that?

Im sad . Hurt . Why i cant even ask a ques that i want to know ?
He change alot . He said he wont stand for me anymore . WHY ?
Why can say break up easily to me ? Im really really hurt . Im trying to talk to him nicely
and he's the one admit he scold me . He's personality is like that. Why he keep on treating me like that ?
I dont know who to talk to . And i just need to keep it in my heart everyday . Its really hard for me .
I wish to work hard tgt . but he just want to treat me like that . Am i that useless .?
I dont know i still need to cry for how many times . If he really dont want me anymore ,im okay .
I should respect him . I already burden him too much .
I would like to say sorry .

Is.it.true.or just.wasting.time.

I dont know whats happening between us .
Sometimes i feel that he's just forcing himself to be with me . Sigh . What should i do ?
When i angry , he will be mad too . Why cant he just try to tolerate with me ?
But i should believe in myself . I really dont know he still love me that much or not .
Or he just entertain me . I really wanna know .
Im so sad that just know his mum told me that his bro coming along .
Means he's not coming to find me . I guess he also know bout that d . But he dont want to tell me .
Suppose he shouldn't tell me last time that he will try to come .
And now im really disappointed .:/
I want him to treat me the best one . But i cant feel it . :((((
Thats really sad . HAIHSS .
He knows im mad . But why cant he try to text me or anything telling me that he cant come or
apologise at least will make me feel better ?
I dont know why he just can ignore me . Sleep and act nothing the next day .
I want to see more from him .
Pity me <3

Our.anniversary.

Today is our 1 year and 2 months anniversary . I thought he will forget bout it .
But its ok . I woke up early to see his msg . But i feel abit disappointed because he just send
me a typical simple msg . I wish to see more from him .
I told him . And he end up sending a cute sweet msg to me . Although thats just a msg ,but i feel
so happy with it .
I miss him so so much . 18 more days to go . <3
This time i cant celebrate our anniversary with him . :(
But thats enough for me to be with him . Love you so much my fatty gong gong . Muacks <3

Promised.to.change.

After i know everything , i noticed that he actually thought of making the same decision as mine .
But once i voice out , i feel that i cant do it . He's everything to me .I cant bear to lose him anymore .
And he urged to give up . Cause he's suffering as well . However , i cant respect his decision and
we finally gave each other a chance . To be better , to change . And i promised i will change !
I wont treat him like last time anymore . I wont scold him for ntg anymore .
I feel so guilty . :((
And he explain everything to me . For my own good . I know .
I must be tough ! I cant be so weak anymore ! I love him so much .
I dont want to lose such a good bf . Hugs . Love you so much david . <3

Im.the.worst.one.ever.

I dont understand why he's treating me like that . Maybe its my own problem .

The way he talked to me really hurt . Im so so so upset .WHY ?

Im the worst gf ever to him . He told me that im the one who made him like that .

Im hot-tempered . I really want to share with him but i know what kind of reaction he will reply .

Always end up with arguments .

Sigh . I really cant feel that im important to him . When im sad , he dont even call me or send me a

msg at least can make me feel better . he just dont give a damn . Hard for me to describe those feelings .

Should i give up on him so that he wont feel stress because of me ? I think i should .

I dont want to see him suffer for a worst gf . I rather end up with him . Cause im not deserve to

be with him .

I'll talk to him later . To END our relationship . <3

Ipoh.really.hot.

Finally im home . The weather here damn hot hot hot!! OMFG . Hmmm . Althought i reached my hometown .
But i feel uncomfortable . Maybe because of the stupid weather . Sweating ==
LOL . I miss david so so much le . That day he cooked maggi mee for me :D
So yummy :)
Credits for my darling :DDD
Hugs . Yday,he told me ,'You know why i dont buy a ring for you ?'
I answered : NO.
"its because once i buy you a ring,i must responsible for everything"
Now only i understand why :)
I like his answer . But ,i will wait for him .Nah . He too :PP
<3