Terrible.

Didnt work today . Sigh . Absent . Last night was the most terrible night . :(
Haihss . I feel guilty . Its all my own fault actually . I shouldn't do that .
Nah , got to see IRO tomorrow or maybe the day after . Shit la . Going back ipoh this
sat :)

Everything.seems.so.fast.

There's only left 9 more days . Really fast . Hmmm . I dont feel like leaving d .
I miss everyone here . All my colleague , my friends , and memories . Im still wondering
that i should extend or not . Haihss . Time passes really fast . Really !
I dont plan to study first . But if i back ipoh d , i can meet my darling everyday .
But once i leave here , everything will just flow away .:(
So fast my contract gonna end d :/
Previously,i keep on thought of how can i stand for 3 months contract ?
But now . Only left one week two days . Freaking fast . LOL .
But i enjoyed staying here as well . Nice weather . At least i no need to sweat . Haha .
I miss my david so so so much . Hugss . What should i do again ? <3

Fucking.mad.

Damn mm song now . Sigh . Why he always cant do anything just for me .
Why is he so boring ? Haihss . Sometimes i even think that i should go back or not ?
Although life here are boring . hmmm . Why am i always being threaten like that ?
Countdown for what . He's telling me 12 more days ..
SO WHAT !!?
I go back also still the same . Ntg much will do .
Boring just boring . Nah . Within this two weeks , i will just hang out till i satisfy before i leave here .
Hmmm .Just very dulan la . HAIHS . *fucked up* <3

Shared.with.you. :)

I enjoyed sharing my stories with my roommate . She's really a nice person to talk to .

Although she's elder , but she'd understanding . I feel released and happy . Hee .:D

But too bad got to work d . :(

Hmmm . Continue later ..

15 more days :))))

Miss my darling so so so much !! <3

Nine.hours.for.today.

Got to work for 9 hours today . Swt . Yday OT for 3 hours . :(

Sighhh . But its ok le . Since my also gonna end soon .

Well,next week might going kl to meet cheryl :D

Wheee~

Hmmm. Stop here le . And 16 more days :PP

*Didnt update yday*<3

Nothing.much.for.today.

Hmm . Having kfc zinger burger just now .
But not that nice as mcd's spicy chicken mcdeluxe .Not that enjoyed .
Got to work soon . So lazyyy . Arghhhh .
Nah,18 more daysss . Woohoo !! :D
<3

Hmmm.

Feeling tired and sleepy are always with me . I really feel bored here sometimes .
Haihss . I really want to leave here asap . My mind had changed . I dont want to be here anymore.
I rather back to my hometown , enjoy my life . Hee :D
Well , just need to stand for 19 more days . WHEE !! XD
<3

Happy.working.

Enjoyed working . First day working in international room . Although there's ntg much diffrent than

GGA , but i just feel nice being there . Hmm . Customers are not as complicated as gga.

Hmmm. Nah . once i swipe my id . *IR PN 2*

I was like..

Is it real ? LOL . Quite happy actually . :D

Anyway still continue with my countdown :PP

21 days which is 3 weeks only !! YAY . <3

Tired.

Im at genting d . Just finish my job . Tired and sleepy. Yet im still hungry :P
LOL. Today when i was dealing , one fat aunty very disgusting . Wtf . She korek her nose non
stop . And i was like... Deng ! Nah . Touching those chips all . Arghhh ! really geli .
Im in my room d . Just finish my food . HAHA .
I miss my honey so much . Haihss . Its ok! I got to wait for 23 more days .
Im gonna countdown myself . Well . I feel so boring here . Friends,roommates all leaving d .
Left me . *alone* Hmmm . Everyday got to work at 8pm . Omg . Thats freaking boring lo .
Got to sleep soon . Nights . <3

Anniversary.

Hee . I almost forget today is our anniversary :P
He called me and wish me . Then i noticed i've forgotten . LOL .
Hmmm . Anyway happy anniversary my darling . Hugss . Love you to the max .
Muackss <3

Moments.of.love.

Well,well,well,
We're back to normal . Nah . Used to it actually . HAHAHA . However im going
back to genting tomorrow d . Sigh . Damn mm seh dak him .
I wish i could stay here longer . Hmmmm . But its ok that im coming back next month
and im gonna quit my job ! :D
Although my life sometimes was so miserable,but i still miss my family,my friends,and my darling as well
Hee . I went out with him today .
Went fot movie 'clash of titans' .That show was pretty awesome , but the moments with him was totally
BRILLIANT !! :DDDD
I miss him so much .Sometimes i really feel bad for scolding him . But i will just try my best not to do
that . I'll change .:)
After some arguments,i can feel back his love . SWEET ! HAHA . :P
I love you much my fatty . hugss .

Im.so.disappointed.

Haihs . Why is he treating me like that ?
He told me that he's gonna watch movie with me .
I know he's tired . But at least you let me know that you are tired and we watch
tmr or whatever . WTF . Im so so so upset when he's telling me that he's lazy to come out
with me . You know how i feel huh ? :((
The feeling is like im not important to him and he doesnt want to spent time
with me since im back .
Previously,he keep on telling me that i always accompany my friends.
But now im BACK !! And look what he did to me ! Im so disappointed . I really do .
I was so happy and excited to meet him in the afternoon but he just gave me such expression .
*SOBS*
I dont know how long i can continue with all this . Thats fucking irritating .
haihsss . I suppose to go to his house for movie , but now im facing my lappie and share everything here. Im so bored . I just wish he can accompany me more since im back .
Eventhough he knows im angry ,but he doesnt seem want to care . If compare to last time ,
he will keep on calling me and at least make me happy .
Now ? I just sit there and wait for his call or msg . Im frustrated seriously .
I can feel that he just dont appreciate me like last time d .
If he really want to end up like that then let it be . I got ntg to say anymore . Im freaking fucked up!
SIGH <3

About.the.past

Hmmm. Just reach home . Miss my lovely family and my baby jean .
Afternoon i went out with my friends.
i dye my hair,enjoy sushi and buying stuff. Quite happy .
At night,I went out for dont know what dinner with him and his family . I doesnt feels good there.
I just dont know why , keep reminds me bout the past . The photo i saw last time . *Secret*
Haihsss . I feel that they ignored me . And 'she' just trying to be good . Wtf la . DAMN !
Please lo . But i wont give a damn la .
i was sitting there like a bored worm . Texting,thinking,and toilet-ing. *LOL*
Boring . Wanted to go home badly . But i know i must respect them as well . When i reach his house,
i quickly pack my stuff . But then sudd thought of smtg . I mean bout what he said to me :(
I just cant forget it . HAIHSSS!!
I tell him bout that,but he just tell me that i dont care for him but i did :((((
Sigh . He hugged me tightly , i feel so comfortable and i know i cant bear to lose him .
Sometimes, although he's quite cocky but i love him so much . I mean you DAVID KHOO !
<3

Happy.and.bored

As usual,i will stay in the room waiting for him to come back .
And well, he get me popcorn chicken . Yummyy ! The moment when im in the room alone,i feel bored . And started to think about the past , Hmm . Sad thou .
:(
Back to the topic,
After that we thought of going for a movie but refuse to .
End up bought some clothes and back home .
I just want something more interested . If not i'll fell boring .
Now ,just face my lappie and online .
Swt la . I want something more . I dont want to feel so bored .
Grrr . Sometimes i feel thats better for me not to stay here . I want to
have my own life . Should i ?
<3

First.post.

Firstly,i wish that i can share everything here :)
Hmmmm . Currently im woking in genting casino and well of course i get to know alot
of friends . But they're leaving one by one . Sigh . And yet im still working till the end of the
contract . Billions of memories are in my minds . Those happy,sweet,enjoy,sad,and alot more as well .
Im been in genting for almost 3 months d . Sometimes will feel boring but sometimes will feel busy .
Weird . ==
However,everything seem goes wrong . I dont know why . Just those awful feelings .
I've change ! ALOT ! Sigh . I dont know what should i do . HAIHSS :(